Thursday, September 27, 2012

FIGHTING REAL MONSTERS WITH DPM

Here's me rocking the great shirt from Dance Party Massacre:


20% of the profit for these orders went to Minnesotans United for All Families, to help fight against anti-gay discrimination. I'm proud to support fairness and equality for all Americans.

You should also check out DPM's other designs, which are inspired by the horror genre. As a fan of horror films myself, I really love that!

Monday, September 24, 2012

PK: NORSE SWAG II

Part 2 of our Norse-themed swag for Parallel Kingdom. This time I got to design a brand new dragon. I based its shape on the dragons that sometimes adorned the front of Viking ships. It can generate molten gold puddles and encase the player in solid gold shells. I was also asked to design a new exterior decoration players can purchase and place on the game map, and I decided to make a rune stone.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

INFLUENCES: LGBT STUDIES AT UW-MADISON


A friend asked what my LGBT Studies courses at UW-Madison entailed, and this information might be useful to others so I'm posting it here. Basically it's fifteen credits of Women's Studies courses that focus on queer issues, including a mandatory intro course and a capstone course. I was particularly interested in the biology behind sexual differentiation and sexual orientation, and how these differences have been dealt with (whether celebrated or outlawed) in religious, scientific and legal institutions. I took great interest in the differences and interactions between biological sex, and gender as a social construct. I am however not very interested in the type of social theories that aren't attached to scientific or historical data and primarily take the form of cultural criticism. This includes some forms of postmodernism, queer theory and gender feminism. My professors had academic underpinnings in empirical science and history, so I didn't really get subjected to too many of the theories I personally find to be ancillary and somewhat specious (although I did eventually encounter that later in grad school, in some art theory courses, oddly enough).

Additionally, I feel it's necessary to point out the sad reality that in much on-line discourse regarding feminism and queer issues, conversations devolve into insults and flame wars. I have encountered many people who sympathize with issues surrounding women's and LGBT rights, but have been turned off to feminism because they encountered nastiness on-line coming from self-described feminist bloggers and their readers. In light of this, it bears pointing out that students were most definitely allowed to question and disagree in our Women's Studies classes. I feel very sad for people who witness divisive, angry tactics on-line under the guise of "feminism" and assume this in any way characterizes the highly professional way in which all Women's Studies courses at UW-Madison were conducted.

Outside of the actual requirements for the LGBT Studies certificate, I took other relevant social science and humanities courses including human sexuality, sociology, social psychology, psychology, anthropology and art history. Additionally, race/culture and gender/sexuality can intersect in interesting ways so queer issues naturally popped up in courses like Chicana/o, African and Native American Studies.

There are a few notable professors I worked with. I'm posting these here as recommendations for professors students should feel free to seek out. These include:

JOHN DELAMATER
- Teaches courses on human sexuality and social psychology.
- Co-authored the textbook used in human sexuality courses, which is generally regarded as very progressive and thorough.

JOE ELDER
- Teaches intro to LGBT studies. Also a prominent local supporter of gay rights, and he marches with the Quakers in the Madison Pride parade.

MARIAMNE H. WHATLEY
- Mariamne was a pioneer who helped establish the LGBT Studies certificate program. As I recall, she was the chair of the department during my career there.
- The courses I took with her focused more on biology, psychology and medicine, while still turning a critical eye toward scientific and medical institutions.

ANNE ENKE
- Specializes in history of gender and sexuality.
- She taught the courses I took that had more theoretical components, including concepts such as dominant privilege.

(Really there were a lot of wonderful professors I had the privilege of studying under, but these few deal more directly with sex and gender).

Here's a list of the actual classes I took with short summaries:

INTRO TO LGBT STUDIES
This is the one everyone starts with, it's taught by Professor Joe Elder and is a general overview of LGBT topics. Students get a reader with excerpts from several different books. We discussed how to define terminology; how to approach gender and sexuality in history and across cultures and the various academic perils that entails; we examined evidence of same-sex historical figures and attitudes (including John Boswell's claim that homosexuality was tolerated in the early Christian church), and the different ways some cultures have accomodated gender and sexual diversity, including third genders, the Hijra of India, and Two-Spirit people in Native American cultures; and we learned about the foundations of the modern gay rights movement, including the rebellion at Stonewall and the establishment of the first Gay-Straight Alliance.

LITERATURE, GENDER AND SEXUALITY
Was pretty much a standard lit course, except the books had LGBT themes, including Regeneration by Pat Barker, which explored masculinity during wartime; and Zami: A New Spelling of My Name, an autobiographical novel by Audre Lorde. We also read the short story Brokeback Mountain by Annie Proulx, which was timely because the movie was just about to come out. The movie was fantastic and while it had to embellish the story quite a bit to fill out the running time, I felt everything the screenwriters added made perfect sense, particularly the relationship between Heath Ledger's character's daughter who exhibits much of the same social anxiety as her father.

GENDER OUTLAWS/SEXUAL DISCOURSE, CULTURAL CONTEXT
These were two Women's Studies courses taught by Anne Enke that focused on American history, and how gender and sexuality were framed in certain time periods, as well as how sexual minorities were "Othered" by social norms and ideologies. Sadly my memory from several years ago is not very specific and these courses dealt with somewhat similar themes so I've combined them here. We examined a variety of interesting themes. One was WWII, and how the suddenly homosocial environments and disruption of traditional family life led to social changes such as women entering the workforce, and an increase in the ways gays and lesbians could meet each other and form relationships and gay-centered spaces. We studied gender (as distinct from biological sex) and the ways in which it is socially constructed. One of the books we read was called Female Masculinity, which argued that there is a female masculinity independent of male masculinity. We also explored trangender issues and read Transgender Warriors by Leslie Feinberg. We explored the umbrella term "transgender", its implications and complexities, and who can reasonably be described as fitting under it (while colloquially many people seem to use it interchangeably with "transsexual", as an umbrella concept meaning "transgressing prevailing gender norms", it can arguably be described as applying to drag queens/kings, intersex people, and heterosexual cross-dressers - essentially anyone considered "gender outlaws" when positioned against mainstream society's gender roles and expectations - in this same sense I came to view homosexuality itself as a form of gender transgression, which solidified my view that those interested in gay equality should be natural political allies to trans people as well). Feinberg also stopped by the feminist coffee shop here in Madison (where many textbooks for sociology courses at UW-Madison are sold) and gave a talk, and I got to meet hir and have hir sign my copy of hir book. (Feinberg prefers gender-neutral pronouns).

LGBTI HEALTH
This was taught by Mariamne Whatley and was more science and medicine based, although there was still a prominent element of social critique. For example, we discussed reproduction and sexual differentiation in the developing human fetus, first as an overview of the scientific facts, but also how that narrative is colored by social norms and biases when it is retold. A simple example would be how some science textbooks depict the sperm as a speedy, aggressive "masculine" entity; and the egg as passive, waiting, "feminine" (even though these are single cells with no gender identity other than what we impose on them). We discussed scientific evidence for sexual orientation and its origins, as well as the biased ways in which these are often approached (for example, too many scientists have asked "what causes homosexuality" as if heterosexuality is an automatic default that requires no explanation itself; whereas the correct, objective question should be "what causes sexual orientation and why are there different orientations?") We looked at the ways in which science and medicine had been misused to pathologize homosexuality and oppress gay people, including the invention of so-called "gay bowel syndrome", efforts to "cure" homosexuality, and the eventual removal of it as a mental illness from the American Psychological Association's Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders. We talked about intersex conditions, and had a visit from Alice Dreger, an expert in this field (also the first person I ever heard describe herself as an atheist) . We discussed the ethics of "correcting" benign intersex conditions at birth. We also discussed transsexuals, hormone therapies and surgeries and their effectiveness (generally, M to F, the surgery is great but the hormones not so much; and vice versa for F to M), as well as what special needs transsexual patients require that doctors and other health care providers need to be aware of (many of the people in this class were medical students).

That's it for now, if I think of more, or dig some more of my old textbooks out of storage, I will add them here. Keep in mind this describes my own experience when I received my certificate in 2006. Since then, some professors may have shuffled around or retired, and generally the courses rotate through different topics each semester. If you choose to pursue the LGBT Studies certificate, you will have a unique experience, partially determined by what topics are available to study along with your personal interests and leanings. Either way, I am confident it will be well worth the time and effort for anyone who chooses to pursue it! :)

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

PM: FALLOUT SWAG

A gas mask and some nuclear powered knuckles for Parallel Mafia.

Monday, September 10, 2012

PK: NORSE SWAG

We added Norse-themed features and items to Parallel Kingdom, and the developers wanted to reference Thor in particular. We already have horned and winged helmets, so I made a new Viking helmet design without horns; and I created a fish hook weapon inspired by Thor's adventures with the giant Hymir.

Sunday, September 2, 2012

CHRIS STEDMAN FAITHEIST TEASER

It's a cartoonified Stedman!! Pre-order Chris' book, it's going to be amazing, I can feel it!

Tuesday, August 28, 2012

PM: FOUNDRY SWAG

Items available for our players to purchase, based on some of the new enemy characters created for The Foundry.

Friday, August 24, 2012

MEETING D.J. AND THOMAS

Only a few weeks after meeting David and Deborah Weekley, I got to meet another of my illustration clients, D.J. Grothe, and his partner Thomas, when I visited Los Angeles for a vacation! This was timely too, since I had worked on their respective commissions back to back.


D.J. and Thomas took us to the Magic Castle, which exceeded all expectations and was an amazing adventure. Pictured here with us are my travel buddy Mike, a friend from Madison, and our lovely friends Justice and Kristin, whom we stayed with during our trip.

I had such a great time with all of these people, I'm already planning my next visit to L.A. And I really love meeting my clients in person, I want to make this an on-going trend. The latest person I've worked with has been Chris Stedman, so I'm thinking a trip out east is in order some time soon. :)

Saturday, August 11, 2012

FAIRY TALES FEATURED IN THE ADVOCATE

Very excited that The Advocate featured my MFA project on their website! Quite the honor.

I also really love how they worded the short intro they included: "Like you always wanted Classics Illustrated comics to do..." Absolutely! Aesthetically, I wanted to give gay people the same kinds of generic, stereotypical romantic images and tropes that straight people grow up with and take for granted. I researched comic books, romance novel covers and movie posters to get most of these poses.


The calendar is still on sale in a slightly modified version on deviantART.

Funny back story: The reason The Advocate noticed my work in the first place was because of my Marriage in the Bible infographic that had gone viral. Apparently, the odious anti-gay group NOM had commented on it. A friend of mine suggested I send NOM a thank-you card for the attention. Haha! So thanks, NOM! You helped us get more positive images of same-sex relationships into the public consciousness. Hope you are proud of your good deed! :D

*Some people have been asking about the calendar year. If you buy a calendar it will be for 2013. I double checked with deviantART:

The year will automatically change in July to the next year.

Example: If you submit a Calendar for the year 2013 before the end of December 2012, the Calendar will automatically change to the year 2014 in July 2013.

We currently ship calendars for the year 2013.

PM: THE FOUNDRY

We have a big gameplay event in Parallel Mafia called The Foundry, it's a multi-tiered dungeon that must be played through several times to unlock new paths and enemies. I got to create a lot of important images including the huge bosses, so I had a lot of fun with this entire project.



Monday, August 6, 2012

MEETING THE WEEKLEYS

I had the great pleasure of meeting David and Deborah Weekley in person, when they stopped by Madison on their way from Portland to Boston (quite a road trip!). They were such wonderful, friendly people, I really felt like I already knew them. We had curry and I introduced David to Spotted Cow. :)

Full disclosure: I'm wearing jorts in this picture. I cropped them out.

David presented me with a signed copy of his book, which is on sale HERE. As always, I am recommending this book to anybody with an interest in biographies, transgender issues, LGBT rights in general, religion, and the intersections between them; regardless of your own personal beliefs. I have a lot of friends who are atheists and agnostics, so I really want to press this: as a non-religious person myself, I found it completely accessible, and a terrific read. It is a beautifully written personal telling of David's journey as a transgender man and a minister in the United Methodist Church, we all have a lot to learn from David and Deborah, and I am beyond thankful that I got to work with them.

Sunday, August 5, 2012

SBA CONFLICT RESOLUTION GUIDE

I landed a really fun commission project for Steve Brown Apartments. It's a conflict resolution guide for college roommates, although the principles in it could probably be useful for any social situation. The guide highlights five different types of conflict resolution styles and represents each one as an animal with its own unique personality.



Monday, July 16, 2012

PK: OLYMPIAN SWAG

I wanted to do something to celebrate the Olympics, but we're trying to steer away from silly holiday or event themed swag. So instead I did some ancient Greek themed items. I was very busy this week and working a lot between home and the office, and I'm not exactly sure where I put the high resolution versions of these. Oh well, I thought the pixel art turned out pretty well. Our players especially seemed to enjoy the gold olive wreath.

Sunday, July 15, 2012

TEAM RANDI HOODIE WITH CHRIS STEDMAN!

Looks like JREF created a hoodie variation of the Team Randi t-shirt design I made for last year's TAM. And what fun to see it modeled here by none other than Chris Stedman, humanist chaplain at Harvard, interfaith activist, and soon-to-be best-selling author once his book (F)a(i)theist hits the market in November!


Cheers Chris, thanks for letting me add you to my portfolio. :P

Monday, July 9, 2012

PZ: LAUNCH ASSETS

My contributions to our third major GPS-based MMORPG, Parallel Zombies, were primarily in the form of items, menu art and other icon-driven assets. Some of these were deceptively challenging. The character buffs, tiny icons that appear above or below the players' on-screen avatar, were limited to only a few pixels. It is not easy to render objects and make them readable at that low resolution!









Monday, July 2, 2012

PK: RENAISSANCE SWAG

Some swag loosely based on the Renaissance, including a wooden, mechanical crossbow that Leonardo DaVinci might appreciate. :)

Tuesday, June 19, 2012

PK: GOLEM TOWER

Quite a large update, with new traps, monsters, bosses, inventory items and weapons.









Here's a fun video I found on Youtube, of the new golem boss in action. The great part is that completing a dungeon is pretty much impossible on your own, so this is a feature of our game that really pushes social interaction and cooperation between several players. Love that!

Monday, June 11, 2012

PK BEHIND THE SCENES: STONE GOLEM

The masterminds at work wanted to give the players a glimpse behind the scenes, into our creative process. I recorded regular screenshots while I was working on a new creature for the game, and my fellow artist Beau put together a cool time-lapse video with epic music. There's also a short interview with me on the Parallel Kingdom website. Fun!

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

PARALLEL ZOMBIES IS ANNOUNCED!

Well, it looks like our latest game has officially made the news. We've been working hard on Parallel Zombies for a while now. Like our other games, it will be location based, and a deeper RPG experience for mobile devices in a market dominated by casual games. However, Zombies is more action-based with real time battles and gruesome sound effects. Not sure what other information I am allowed to share at this point, other than what's already mentioned in this Joystiq article.

Monday, June 4, 2012

PK: STONESEEKERS

Some assorted images for Parallel Kingdom including Stoneseekers tribal swag, a new golem NPC, and a nifty tome of wisdom.


Saturday, June 2, 2012

INFLUENCES: BEYONCÉ FALLING DOWN STAIRS

You think I'm joking? I'm not. I find this video incredibly inspiring. Why? Well, I've always been a bit of a perfectionist. I know that's often the generic, go-to response when you're being interviewed for a new job and they ask you about your faults. But honestly, for me it's absolutely true. A big struggle for me has been to figure out how to not obsess over details, because for artists that can lead to overworking a piece, wasting lots of time on a small part of a painting while a deadline approaches, or even being so scared to make a mistake that you don't start at all and end up procrastinating. So a major struggle - probably THE major struggle - for me as an artist has been learning how to let go; to accept that my best is all I can do; to force myself to stop fretting and just get cracking on a project, and have enough faith in myself to know it will probably work out; and also to pick myself up after a tough break or disappointment. In other words, accepting my own human imperfection.

Watch this video and the way Beyoncé tumbles down the stairs, but then immediately gets right back up and keeps on head banging:


Did you laugh? That's okay, it's a natural reaction. But I hope you also felt a shot of deep respect for her as an artist. It takes a lot to put yourself out there and perform in front of a crowd (something that, as a 2D visual artist, I rarely have to face). And to tumble in front of everyone... on top of the embarrassment, there might have been injuries she sustained, which she had to cover up in order to tough out the rest of the performance. I think this video is evidence of a real class act and a professional. The top comment under the video is spot on: "got to hand it to her though for real, she got right back up." Yep.

If you're feeling defeated, think of this. Then get back up and start head banging. :)

Thursday, May 31, 2012

MILLENNIAL MAN

An original character I created, based on myself and inspired by my memories of coming of age during the late 1990's/early 2000's.

Wednesday, May 30, 2012

GOOMBA TIME LAPSE

Just a fast sketch to experiment with time lapse software.


Monday, May 21, 2012

PM: PUBLIC TRANSIT ADS

I'm very excited that PerBlue has rolled out large format public transit ads for our game Parallel Mafia! It's great to know my Bruiser is currently riding along on buses and trains in Pittsburgh intimidating commuters. Grrr!!


Saturday, May 19, 2012

INFLUENCE: CO-WORKERS!

I thought I would start treating this a bit more like a blog and not just my own sketchbook, so I've decided to start a new series of posts on issues that surround my art practice but don't necessarily focus on my drawings. I decided to begin a series on some of my personal artistic influences, the most immediate example being my very talented PerBlue co-workers. We all have different styles and interests but it's fascinating how much synergy exists among us as a team, and how we are able to blend our styles together to make visually coherent products. Here's just a little taste of what they do, and as always I have links to their respective websites in the sidebar on the right side of this blog. Enjoy!

Alayna and Beau both have facebook fan pages for their art as well, so you should check them out, share, 'like', all that jazz.

Monday, May 14, 2012

PK: GRADUATION

Ah, commencement: the end of one thing, the start of something new... Congratulations to all our Parallel Kingdom players who will be graduating this year!! We've given our players a mortarboard and gown, and a spitball shooter for the class clowns. :)



Monday, May 7, 2012

PK: MOTHER'S DAY

Celebrating Mother's Day in Parallel Kingdom with a hat and old timey mom glasses, and a bouquet "sling" that fires flower ammunition. This is a good example of how too much detail would have been overkill since it has to be brought down to pixel size to fit in the game anyway. The carnations are very, shall we say, impressionistic. Another side note: My own mother's favorite colors are green and purple, so I colored the hat to honor her. Love you mom! :)